`Rawr.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

12:31 PM

behind every smile, there's a frown.

i have nvr smiled from my heart.

ive been doing this "fake" smile for so long,

that my fake smile looks real.

how pathetic.

=.=

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

10:29 PM

my mummy in japan :D
im her first child.
blehhhs XD
she treat us very nice!
and take care of us very well :D
love her!

heheeeees :D

9:19 PM

went to orchard today!
with mum and bro...
bro went to buy bags
while i just tag along....
saw a dress, but i find that the cutting v ugly,
so i nvr buy, lols :x

saw 7 familiar faces in orchard!
:DDDDDDDDDDD
heeeeees.
den went to thomson plaza for dinner!
:)
going out tml!!!

yayy :DD

find this familiar?
"your scent is like a drug to me; like my own personal brand of Heroin"

Monday, December 29, 2008

10:47 PM

as i said,

a picture from japan....

hmm,

that's chloe and me.

well, we are suppose to look distorted.

lols.

japan is so clean,

that after a day's walk,

len's shoe sole is still as white as brand new.

we lay down

and, the floor is bloody cold.

lols :x

THIS IS UNIVERSAL STUDIOS!

10:36 PM

the end

hehe

10:16 PM

went out with anna today!!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
twilight.
nice nice!
i also wna have a vampire boyfriend.
lols =.=
cause he is very caring,
protective...
cute at times...
very loyal...
and the list goes on!

he is so romantic luhh.
wahahhahaaaaaas.

ohya!
in the cinema, so many ppl damn noisy.
we chose the wrong seats!
beside anna, there's someone keep shaking the chair.
den beside me, another person is also shaking the chair.
like throughout the show got free rocking chair lo :X
and the few girls infront are damn noisy.
the couple beside me also keep shouting.
the guy doesnt seem to unds eng...
cause the girl kept translating =.=
and it's very irritating at times D:

poor us >.<

after movie,
went to verify my ezlink card!
it's okayy already!!!
*hurray~
no more adult fare!
jumps in joy.***

bought a sandals
walk walk walk
den anna accompany me to take a bus :D
HEHEEEEES ^^

after that,
everything shall remain a secret :D

Sunday, December 28, 2008

11:25 PM

do i look like smurf?
wahhhhhaaaaas :x
that's ben's hat :D
shall post a picture everyday!
this is me in japan :)
universal studios.
this jacket is really, not thick at all.
lols.
it made me freeze. D:
especially in disney sea.

10:17 PM

went to len's hse today.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
and sadly, i got lost.
yes, lost in singapore.
it's not the first time.
hahhahaaaas. :x

lucky i wasnt too far off.
but the worst part is, i cant contact her. :(
we cant hear each other's voice. D:
scary~

so after some time,
we contacted each other!
*jumps in joy!!!
walked to the bus stop she is in to find her.
hehehheheeeeeees.

taking a cab was my only option that time.
cause i duno which direction to go :(
but the worst part is,
i duno the address. aaarghs.

studied korean with her.
many many questions!
>.<

do wa jwoo sae yo!!!
hahas :x

Saturday, December 27, 2008

11:52 PM

Love is when you take away the feeling,

the passion and the romance in a relationship

and to find out you still care for that person.

shocked by your reaction.
is it a good thing?
i wonder.

Friday, December 26, 2008

11:39 AM

yayyy~
my sis bought me a new 8gb ipod nano (4th generation) !!
wakakkakakakkakakakakakakkaaaas.
one for me and one for my bro...
lols :x

super slim lo.
nightmare is arriving again soon.
:(

help.

Thursday, December 25, 2008

10:06 AM

so i did say,
i watched 10 promises to my dog on plane.
so once i rushed home i went to cuddle my dog.

later in the night yj messaged me.
but i didnt see as i was sleeping wahahhaas.
JET LAG lahhs.
angel died.
im so shock lahhs.
:(
but i hope yj can cope well with it.
>.<
cause if its me,
i think i will die.

you have many other things in your life,
friends school family... etc
but dogs only have you.
and can only rely on you.
love your dogs more!!!!

i love my dog more than anything.
i love him more than yun ho too!!!
blehs.
cause if my dog die, i will cry.
but if he died, i suppose i will just say,
"wth, why he die :( the world have one less shuai ge alr, so sad"
cause every time at home,
i spent most of my time with my dog.
telling him all the sad , happy and frustrating things.
the funny part is,
he understands and will comfort me when i needed some.
how nice right?
an ear that would be there to listen to you,
throughout the night.
that only sleeps after you do.

i wonder what i would do,
without him.

12:11 AM

im thinking of hair extensions.
wahahhahahahahhahahaaaas.
and cambridge language center
and gymmmmmmmmmmmmmm :DDD
wahahahhahahas.

12:09 AM

when there's peace and tranquility,
i cleared my mind.
please dont barge in,
ever again.

thank you.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

11:51 PM

JAPAN GUYS ARE HOT :DD

i wna go mukaihara!!!
wahahahhaaaaaas :x
eye-candy, everywhere.
friendly and enthusiastic too :D

hees.
but i still love yun ho btr.
lols. :x

10:26 PM

im back from japan :)
didnt sit with yj on the plane :(
cause of different check in timing :(

so i sat with cynthia and hilda.
hahas...
at first hilda and i was watching 10 promises to my dog.
den she cant take it and she changed to what cynthia was watching.
COMEDY!!!
hees.
i cried like some idiot.
wahahahahhahahahhaaaaas.
but after that i watch the comedy.
its damn FUNNY lahhs. :DD
i love the ending.
cause happy endings are always nice :)

we took A380!!
hahahahaaaas. it's nice luhh.
the toilet :D

hilda damn good lo.
arrive at airport ard 6 den ard 7 need to check in agn...
cause she gg indo!!!
wahahahs. nice right?
not like me. :(((

i miss japan's weather. :(
upload pics nxt time!! :DD

now im back to those painful lies.
numb me please.

Monday, December 15, 2008

11:06 PM

yayy~

im in JAPAN now...
osaka!
we took train on our own to universal studio.
i didnt get lost!!
GREAT.
hahahahhahahaaaaas.
not enough money lo.
grrrrrrrrrrrh...

im gna be sick soon.
very tired and fever is knocking on my door soon.
i guess??

went to universal studio today.
lols.
very very nice :D

i dun wna leave the hostel,
i wna use com!!!

those words, i will never forget.

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

10:23 AM

conversation this morning,
my mum says " i have to change the pillow case alr lah!"
im like, "why?"
she said, " i just change it yesterday then you last night duno what happen, the whole pillow case so wet"
then i just smiled.

i slept well last night.
is fake.
the truth is,
i slept awfully last night.

conversation last night,
i said, "mum, i cant sleep"
my bro said, " aiya, tml go japan leis, if me i also cannot sleep."
den my mum said, " you too excited is it?"
i said, " no lah, im not excited"
den my mum said, " you crazy ah? or something happened. you keep sneezing, give you drowsy flu medicine you want?"
i said, " i want!!! give me 2 tabs can?"
she said, " you siao ah! ltr tml no need wake up liao."
i whispered, isnt it btr?
lucky she didnt hear it,
she gave me the medicine and said, " faster go and sleep"
"if 5 mins i come back in, you and didi haven sleep den i ask you go downstairs teach didi maths"
den my bro and i were like, " faster sleep faster sleep!"
i prayed for the medicine to take effect faster.
but it's of no use.
i cant sleep.

i am a strong girl,
i will be, and i must be.
:D

my fav phrase nowadays,
JUST ROT AND DIE.
can you please do the honours?
:x

1:02 AM

BE STRONG GIRL,
BE STRONG.

12:56 AM

to people tt know abt it,

dont worry alrights?
IM STRONG,
or rather,
i will try to be.

:DD
smile and be happy.
enjoy JAPAN!

THANK YOU GUYS FOR THE CONCERN.
now i know, friends will nvr leave you.
even if the world were to be gone.
they will never leave you.

CHEERS TO ALL FRIENDS!
:DDDDDDDDD

12:37 AM

Sorry wasn't good enough
A song without meter and rhyme
A long forgotten promise I recalled I made to you
A candle flame dies in the wind
It looks like it's about to rain, about to rain

Spirals from your cigarette
Your sweet colgone on my pillow
Messages you left me still sing like some lullaby
Pretty pictures on the wall
Hopes in us will rise & fall, rise & fall

And in the rain
In summer days too
When the willow tree weeps too
Under the street light so bright
I'll remember you everyday

The plane leaves in an hour's time
Hold me till our last goodbye
Silence is the only sound
No words can speak it through
I'll breathe your breath for one last time
You'll be strong and so will I, so will I

And in the rain
In summer days too
When the willow tree weeps too
Under the street light so bright
I'll remember you
I'll remember you
I'll remember you
Everyday

Monday, December 08, 2008

1:36 AM

2 DAYS nvr hear your voice alr.
so not use to it.
i miss you alot alot alot.
:(:(:(

aaaaaaaaaargh,
im going japan soon!
cant you just treat me a little nicer??

Sunday, December 07, 2008

11:37 PM

im feeling bored.

playing facebook application. =.=

lame right?

anyway, it's quite fun.

i just started playing and im lvl 9 alr.

sometimes things are just so unfair.

sometimes when you just dont wna think abt it,

it just appears right infront of you.

sometimes when you thought that you are unique in a way,

you are not.

sometimes when you just want to forget everything,

it just comes back to haunt you.

it's so FUCKED UP.

im pissed alright?

this is fucking unfair.

i dont know why im so vulgar suddenly.

but right now, how i hope a lightning would strike you.

just drop dead and die.

maybe till then, then i would cry my heart out,

and feel better.

everyone has a time when they are out of their mind.

right now, i am.

perhaps is the fever i had ytd.

perhaps not.

im so pissed,

currently im not the girl everyone knows.

anyone who steps on my tail,

will get their head rolling.

although i seldom speak vulgarities nowadays,

but when there's a need,

i tell you, im more fluent than most of you guys.

im sorry for this crude post.

i just have to vent my anger.

12:17 PM

oh ya!!!
my sis is gg taiwan today!!!
:DD

hees. 1 pm flight. :)
with her boyf. so nice right?
hees. :X

ENVY.

12:07 PM

im painting my house.
yayy~ great exercise. hahas.
cause i have to climb up and down the stairs! :x

i've won $30 in mahjong!!!
sole winner. :D

lols.
hmmmm...
im so freaking BORED.
my mum dont allow me out at all!
anyway, my mum says,
if you lose in mahjong, i pay
if you win, you take.
best deal ever right???
hahhahahahaaaaas.

but one condition,
im stuck at home! D:
hahas.

my maid asked abt you today.
hmm, even now,
my maid notices your absence.

Saturday, December 06, 2008

11:58 PM

cry myself a river.
can anyone understand how i feel?

11:25 PM

hmm,
what was i feeling when i heard that from someone i thought i know?
hahahahhahahhahahahas.
i think i dont know that person at all.
so superficial.
so hurting.
so FUNNY, to know how naive i am.

it hurts so much,
so much.

i need love ,care and concern like any other human being.
im not super woman.
even super woman needs love.

10:48 PM

hmm...
sorry that my posts are disappearing!
hahas :c
i think blogger got probs.
they are all saved as drafts.
hehes....

will post them nxt time :D

11:44 AM

lena and me!!!

during CHOIR PRAC!

practice which i have to STAND STILL for hours!

>.<

it's over already...

memories~

that's 3i and 4i classroom :D

MEMORIES we had in there can nvr be replaced.

every class has it's own unique story.

i think 4i`08 is the worst express class

that doesnt have a sense of urgency till the very last minute.

perhaps, it's because of this,

we had a much enjoyable sec4 life. :)

time flies,

the fourth year is coming to an end.

crap, im starting to miss gg to sch though i dread it last time.

hahahahhahaas.

seriously, i miss school life.

it's like a routine for all of us.

waking up at 6 plus, rush to school.

get scolded for being noisy during morning assembly.

get caught for improper grooming.

running away from discipline masters.

detour once you see them

dont hand in assignments

hating teachers

eat in class...

and blablabla~
things i use to dread

things that have became a routine in my life,

is all coming to an end.

i wish for this day to come soon the first day i was in sch.

i dreamt abt graduation.

but now, how i wish i was still in sec2.

the best part of my sec sch life :D

the place i spent my 4 years most,

classroom block. :)

Friday, December 05, 2008

11:11 PM

went to sy's bbq.
suppose to meet wt and yk at bishan mrt, 530.
but when it's already 5, my dental haven ok yet.
so im like, RUSH home and bathe and change~~~
den wt tell me they meeting at 6.
PHEW. so much btr!!

den when i reach there i was the first!
yayyy~ im NOT LATE.
wakakakkakakakaaaas.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
so wt came and we waited for yk for 30 mins,
den yk says dun wait for him...
so we went to cityhall to look for sm and aaron.
they are working tgt lo!
lols, so sweet. :x
waited for them till ard 7.
yk is late for 1 hour!!!!
hahas.

den we went over lo.
sy's stingray was YUMMY!
but very spicy :((
lucky shimin gave me the middle part.
NO CHILLI :)

i finished the otahs i was tasked for!
accomplish,
lucky aaron and joshua helped a little.
i was really bloated!
damn full....

but sy very angry,
cause she cook a lot den no one helped her, by finishing.
i tried my best!!!!!
hahas. but cause sm had to leave at 10.
so we went off as well...
sorry sy, dun angry k? lols.

den we ps aaron and sm. >.<
lols. are we very bad?? :(
den we went to slack and took the last 88 back!

hees.
although the interesting part is at the back, i choose not to blog.
because i dont want misunderstandings to arise.
hahahhahahahhahahahaaaas.
okayy, went home in the early morning.

i've nvr thought that, this day would come.
im glad.

2:29 PM

NITA PROMISED TO TEACH ME VIOLIN!
hees........
every one can be my witness!
wakakakkakas.
violin is fun but it makes your neck hurts.
:((

hees.
cant blog much, cause late for dental alrdy!
:x

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